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Death Is Waiting (But I Don't Fuck with Him)

by Exy

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bepismcgee Exy satisfies both the inner urge to vicariously feel anger, and the need for a smooth fusing of hip hop and hardcore. Favorite track: Meltdown.
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1.
Shake Junt 02:56
First things first, I'ma set the record straight I don't feel no love, I don't feel no hate I can't fight no more, I don't even feel pain All I do is sit and weep in the Memphis rain Sitting back, getting my dick sucked Getting my shake junt Back, getting my dick sucked Getting my dick, shake junt Try a million times but bitches never change They lie a billion times and say it to your face Love ain't shit it's just a momentary place but They give the momentary pleasure during my shake junt Sitting back, getting my dick sucked Getting my shake junt Back, getting my dick sucked Getting my dick, shake junt Back that ass up on me Call my boys, get hit with the milli Stupid ass bitch, go dumb go silly I don't fuck around, that's me on me But I fuck with myself, that's really on really Fuck you cunt you won't wanna make me die That's what you want, I can see it with my eyes You lost me, you lost him, then another You a fucking ass hoe and you can fuck with my brothers Fuck that, I don't fuck with you Nah, fuck that Sitting back, getting my dick sucked Getting my shake junt Back, getting my dick sucked Getting my dick, shake junt
2.
Hands up This a dangerous city you in boy And no I'm not talking about gangs, no bloods no crips, none of that It's the pigs you gotta worry about, they wanna see you dead Don't become another statistic, ride with us What city you from ho Don't you think I'm playing though This is my city Fucking pricks and I'm about to blow Sidelines, bitches picking and choosing sides Can't even see the looming menace in front of they eyes Surprise, it's a war against unity And the only ones who control it don't want us to be free We can talk about bitches sucking dick Homies smoking dope or pedalling smack But it distracts us from the matter at hand The fucking pussies running everything like they own this land They don't Are you ready for the topic at hand Are you ready to die What city you from ho Don't you think I'm playing though This is my city Fucking pricks and I'm about to blow
3.
Pop another couple pills, drop a couple bills Lay my life to waste so I just think about drugs in the night Supersonic speed, I'm flying face-first into hell And I can't see anything but your face in the well Oh well Maybe I just gotta let it go, I don't know If you change your mind let me know I'll be on the bridge waiting for my time to go Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him My chances of living are nigh to slim Lately I've been reasoning with myself Therapy said I can't kill myself or anybody else Fuck that, I know I can't change the past But I'll let myself go if this moment could last I just hope you get this message Let's face it, you won't, so I'll take the liberty upon my own Slice myself up in my own damn home, so what A put a ration of sanity in my head so I can sleep in the night It didn't work so I shot myself up with some drugs and I went out like a light If you change your mind hit me up and I'll probably deny the call I'll be on the bridge for my time to go Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him My chances of living are nigh to slim Let me get a second cause I like it by myself Just to realise what I'm doing to myself Can't look back, I'm shooting for the stars I'll be gunning at myself today or next march I just like the taste of the blood in my mouth Mixes really well with the shit I'm drinking now Flash back to a better time when everything went right Now I remember you was the cause of the fight Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him My chances of living are nigh to slim
4.
I got something to say to you But my pussy ass message probably won't make it through I be doubling down on ruining my life You don't care, bitch you made my heart bump in the night Fuck what you think, I won't back down I made it this far now I'm in my own ghost town Lately I been thinking about taking my life After that call, after that night Yeah, life goes on Smoke up Just another motherfucker dead, just a fucker dead Just another motherfucker dead, shot him in his back This is the end of the line I don't fuck with you, bitch I've had enough Pour a couple pills in my solo cup Just to wash away the pain but it never lasts If you cared enough to cry, you would care enough to ask Yeah, life goes on Smoke up Just another motherfucker dead, just a fucker dead Just another motherfucker dead, shot him in his back I been saying prayers but it never works Who the fuck is god, he's a fucking whore Gave me everything but still I leak and falter Like a broken machine except the red colour Pour a couple pills in my cup, pour a couple pills Pour a couple pills in my cup so I can't feel the pain
5.
[Exy] This song is dedicated to [censored] I'm so sick of life tossing me around This isn't what I really want, not what I'm about Snap back, flashback now I'm living in another mound Of guilt and I'm tapping out My heart is so broken but I carry on Just the weight of this pain could push me overboard I'm such a whore for the Lies that you tell me, the heartache you give me And I cannot step back and think about how it might hurt if you fucked me again But I love it [Gabe] The indication of initiation into freedom Replicates the key to see beyond the heaven's gates I'm a sociopathic antifogmatic spiritualistic optokinetic God of self, a master of my fate Not afraid of dying young, or old enough to hate my life, I'm not alive enough to turn the starter Start, ignition, drive Driving mad and accelerating over the cliffs above the ocean Waiting for the tide to eat away at all the crust You eat only middle brownies, you are someone that I cannot trust to care about me or my family Apologies if energy from former enemies is something like a venom, these are things that cannot change Cutting all of the extremities to muster up adrenaline is something that I'm used to doing But blood's chump change FUCK YOUR FEELINGS CAUSE FUCK MY WEEPING, RIGHT? [Exy] I'm so sick of life tossing me around This isn't what I really want, not what I'm about Snap back, flashback now I'm living in another mound Of guilt and I'm tapping out When I take a trip to hell and back I'll let you know If the fire in the air feels like the Louis snow It's probably a little better there Except the gunshots and the drugs and the frigid air And I'll probably miss you [censored] [Gabe] Bitch city, so shitty Crying on and on Need some vacation fun Vacation fun, come on [Exy] No, I won't take it no Came too far now my back is on the wall Slipping, now I'm slipping think I'm about to fucking fall Then I look up and see you I recall
6.
Meltdown 02:47
You was just a chickenhead Yeah I knew that you was just a You was just a chickenhead Choking on a homie's dick I'm so fucking unhinged But I don't cut myself anymore, fuck that shit Tired of crying and whining about my past My 20s gonna leave so I better make it last Life moves fast Or so they say, slide a bullet in the clip and shoot my ass Cause I never really wanted to be present on this earth anyway Okay Strip the skin off my bones, watch me melt away Fuck with the night, I don't fuck with the light of day Strip the skin off my bones, watch me melt away Fuck with the night, I don't fuck with the light of day 666 watch the bodies fall in pits As I take another step to the side of suicide, fuck my regrets If I was about to die I would have two last words to say I would draw the longest fuck you that I've said in my days Strip the skin off my bones, watch me melt away Fuck with the night, I don't fuck with the light of day Strip the skin off my bones, watch me melt away Fuck with the night, I don't fuck with the light of day You was just a chicken head riding in the back of my car with your legs spread Ready just to take another sucker's dick and claim it for your own Well I got some news for you, he's gonna leave you in a month too You was just a chicken head riding in the back of my car with your soul dead Fucking with another motherfucker who bought into all your lies Leaving everybody in the rubble of your life
7.
[Exy] I'll tell the fucking pigs what I fucking think With a boot between my chin and my neck I'll tell the fucking pigs what I fucking think With a boot between my chin and my neck [Gabe] Can't fuck with the fake-ass faith Don't invite me to your house, or your mother's not safe Punk bitch need new daddy and mommy need that D her husband's a tad bit last month's fad Can't get on my level or fuck with the devil Cover the mark of the beast But the beast will feast on the blood in the breeze I need one more reason to die, why? Cause [Exy] Fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve All my homies fucking with 666 Fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve All my homies fucking with 666 [Gabe] Cat box Schrodinger's coat with some fat rocks Safe isn't safe 'til the gat cocks Gimme the key to the padlock Scritchin' your skin with the cracktalk Diggin' for gold with a mattock Bitch throws it back gives you nad shocks Zip up when her dad knocks [Exy] I'll tell the fucking pigs what I fucking think With a boot between my chin and my neck I'll tell the fucking pigs what I fucking think With a boot between my chin and my neck Hands up, they shoot that comes as no surprise All they really wanted was to keep you all in line This an animal farm and you reaping all the benefits Our fathers laid out for us, now don't you feel grateful for it Can't move, can't breathe, they don't give a fuck Knee on our necks, you black well you're out of luck Crying at the funerals of all the boys they killed Bitch, if you care take cyanide Fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve All my homies fucking with 666 Fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve All my homies fucking with 666 Right, give ya boy a ride in the back of your cruiser bitch I'm sick of all this playing I don't wanna fall back Lemme get a taste of how it feels to be attacked Bitch, I dare you, try to take my city and my brothers Soon we'll be sending a word to your mother Then we'll see who's crying over they dead son Fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve All my homies fucking with 666 Fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve, fuck twelve All my homies fucking with 666
8.
Raindrops falling on my left side Teardrops falling on my right I don't fuck with death but he follows me Bitch better prepare for a fight Something years old, know my life ain't gonna last While I'm wasting all my time away, thinking about the past The olden golden days when I wasn't broken Hoping and examinating all of the clues in between all of the cracks To find out if there's any hope for me in this fucking place Okay Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him My chances of living are nigh to slim Raindrops falling on my left side Teardrops falling on my right I don't fuck with death but he follows me Bitch better prepare for a fight Never too young to die But I'm on my way anyway Not a nihilist, or a satanist But I like to play my part in posing for the edgy pricks With their pumped up kicks Drinking and smoking, I'm a fucking role model Can't wait to get big so more fuckers be like me And die early, we'll see Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him My chances of living are nigh to slim Raindrops falling on my left side Teardrops falling on my right I be fucking with the dark light Call me the dark knight Cuz I be the hiding-in-the-shadowiest motherfucker you done ever seen
9.
My crew on NASDAQ We fucking with the fat stacks Push butter onto bread and watch me light up then I pass that I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the flashy shit I'm on the nasty shit Fuck with triple 6 point 66 Not running into hell without a gun Best go tell your bitch to run I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the My crew on NASDAQ We fucking with the fat stacks Push butter onto bread and watch me light up then I pass that Leave it to the pricks who watching stocks all of their time Putting away their bread and butter for another day, we'll watch them pay You think you're invisible All my life, earning dimes and pennies While you sit up there, numbers do you fair Bitch, we see you My crew on NASDAQ We fucking with the fat stacks Push butter onto bread and watch me light up then I pass that Ayo, everyone in St. Louis finna go to hell You already know I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the flashy shit I'm on the nasty shit Fuck with triple 6 point 66 Not running into hell without a gun Best go tell your bitch to run I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the NASDAQ
10.
1999 03:11
Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up 1999 that's a year away from hell Oh well, might just cast a spell Release me from the ringing of the church bells Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up Riding in the back seat, feet up, Feed a bitch to my ego so I feel a little neat-o Needle, and I keep it tucked neatly and discretely When I need to get a little bleed on Freedom, is a word I don't use Cuz I'm shackled to the drugs every night that I abuse Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Now watch me turn it up 1999 that's a year away from hell Oh well, might just cast a spell Release me from the ringing of the church bells Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up Death is waiting in the corridor Fuck what he thinks I will keep moving on And it's on, this a race to see who dies first I'm sick of leaving everything behind me Just wanna rip out the demons inside me 1999 that's a year away from hell Oh well, might just cast a spell Release me from the ringing of the church bells Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up Hold me back, I'm about to fuck it up Bring it back, now watch me turn it up
11.
Vexorcist 04:00
I'm on my way to die, don't stop me in my tracks I don't cry anymore but I really don't mind if I went back To being a kid again, everybody called me bright Until I did my own thing, guess they wasn't really right I was never cut out for the heartache and the pain Of living in a box made out for me What's the universe without a u It'll move on without me or you just face that fact I just wish that I could maybe rewind it back On my way to die Sweet suicide Made my life Out of regrets and broken promises Medicine jocking my mind so I stay up and self-medicate While I hate on myself and berate my own fate just for being alive I strive to make something great of myself but it's harder than ever Now that I have nothing to lose I got nothing to gain Cuz I forgot what loss feels like Let me feel again Bring it back to me I'm not prepared to die Let me get a taste of the good life before I go Out with a bang or a slice of the knife All I ever known was strife Like anybody cares Crying for attention with conviction like I give a fuck Bitch I don't give a fuck Crazy fucking radical and posing for an article About how music causes violence Bitch your system causes violence, who the fuck would want to live In a place where praising greed and ignorance comes natural And all you fucking numbskulls eat it up Call a fucking exorcist Everybody's vexing me out Think you're better than the rest Bitch I've had enough On my way to die Sweet suicide Made my life Out of regrets and broken promises I was never cut out for the heartache and the pain Of living in a box made out for me What's the universe without a u It'll move on without me or you just face that fact I just wish that I could maybe rewind it back On my way to die Sweet suicide Made my life Out of regrets and broken promises Call a fucking exorcist Everybody's vexing me out Think you're better than the rest Bitch I've had enough
12.
[Exy] I'd let you have your way with me Fate I'm reaching out, you see Brother don't feel so good Brother don't feel like he should Please give brother a break Got this feeling I can't shake Like I'm about to die one of these days [Gabe] Might be depressed Lackadaisical City stress Is so industrial I'm such a whore; I love it That's why I'm such a good boy For never leaving, somethin's keepin' me loyal [Exy] October winds can't erase my sin There's something in my skin I gotta reach in Pull it out Pull it out of me I gotta reach in and Pull out the needles in my skin and watch it bleed out Then I fucking scream, that's me and my loud mouth Remember where I am and what this city is I'm fucking with East St. Louis, where these dark shadows fucking been Slow, back it up, then I'm gone Out the door, on the floor, give me more Shoot me up and pass out Take it slow, fuck it up, light it up Slam another drink down, pills down the sink Now I'm really fucked [Gabe] Time to wake up From this bad dream Hallucinatin' shit Fabric of reality's breakin' at the seams So I bide my time And I keep my space From things that made me happy and then spat in my face Vicious cycle's got me out on the town Had to take care of myself when my dad wasn't around This place gets perpetually cold and shit But I can't say I'm fed up with it All's well, all's well [Exy] October winds can't erase my sin There's something in my skin I gotta reach in Pull it out Pull it out of me I gotta reach in and Pull out the needles in my skin and watch it bleed out Then I fucking scream, that's me and my loud mouth Remember where I am and what this city is I'm fucking with East St. Louis, where these dark shadows fucking been Slow, back it up, then I'm gone Out the door, on the floor, give me more Shoot me up and pass out Take it slow, fuck it up, light it up Slam another drink down, pills down the sink Now I'm really fucked

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